- me at school: Laughs and smiles.
- me with friends: Gets hyper and weird.
- me around parents: stay quiet.
- me finally gets alone: Cries, and screams, self harms. Thinks of suicide.
- teacher: what happened? you've never failed. i'm disappointed in you, you don't even hand in work anymore.
- me: sorry.
- parents: you don't appreciate anything.
- me: sorry.
- friends: you're too depressing.
- me: sorry.
- ex: i never could really love you.
- me: sorry.
- mother: have you gained weight?
- me: i don't know, sorry..
- everyone: stop being anti-social, stop being lazy, stop screwing around, grow up, stop attention seeking, stop bitching, stop, stop, stop.
- me: sorry....
People think I am crazy when I make this facei actually fucking love this. i don’t know if you pull this face, but i know i do, and to me it means that you just fucking hurt me. i try to understand what the fuck you just did or said, and why, and i start trying to hold back the tears, idk if you do this too i just love this gif so much cause i can relate to it
(via cherry-s0da)
